To Love... A Mistake

I want to ask everyone, Is it a sin to love someone?

I did the same. Did i commit a big mistake?

She left me alone in tears,

i wanted to love her without any fears.

She was an angel to me,

her eyes, her voice, no less than serenity.

Many times my conscience questioned,

was that meant to happen, was that destined?

I cant blame her for that,

because i still love her, and want her back.

I don't want to impose my love on her,

because love is divine, love is tender.

People laugh at me and bait,

they say, it was a big mistake,

And these are the ones whom i hate,

even though, i myself cry at my fate.

Sometimes, i barge-in on myself,

and i wonder if i was careless.

she had no notion,

even though, my love was deeper than the ocean.

But i want to know the reason,

which made her take this decision.

May be she didn't find me apt,

or she thought i wasn't grand.

Whatever the reason may be,

my love for her would never flurry.

Even if she won't be mine,

for me, she would always be divine.

And i would never forget the past,

even though it happened so fast.

I know i cant fey,

but i know i wont be able to stay.

Because my end is near, and i am not lying,
and if i don't get her, I would be dying.