Winner at a losing game..

Have you ever loved someone who doesnt feel the same,

trying to make them care for you, it feels like catching the rain.

Have u ever treated someone as your heartbeat,

and felt as a pebble at there feet..

Have you ever given your best and still didnt get the love,

and still felt that it was you only who didnt give enough.

Have you ever cared for someone so much, that you wished you would die on there turn,

and still got slighted and it made your heart burn..

Have you ever sustained a feeling so intense,

when for them, it just meant nonsense,

have u ever lost someone, and just had yourself to blame,

I have, and I am a winner at this losing game..

Just dont know..

Another friend lost and i wonder why,

do i need to laugh at myself or should i cry?

Why was i left, i have no clue,

the bond that i had was the one, I have with a very few..

I am a good person, i was told,

and i wished our friendship was to burgeon manifold.

I admired the relation of that I'm sure,

I felt our friendship was pious and for my pain, a cure..

Will i ever have that friend, back again?

Will i ever be the same again?

I can't fey, and I dont know what's my fate,

but for "that" friend, I shall forever wait..

Still feels good..

Look at the way I'm living without you,

you will see the pain I'm going through.

The beats of my heart chant your name,

for losing you, I have myself to blame..

You were with me wherever I stood,

thinking of those times, it still feels good.

When I was with you, I felt like home,

you showed me the world and then left me alone..

Lonley are the nights now and lonley are the days,

wherever I look I see your face.

My heart is blessed with the hurt of missing you,

it brings a smile on my face, when I think of you..

The past is gone and so have you,

I'm here all alone watching the paths we traversed together,

remembering the silent talks we had, and the sight of each other which made us glad.

You made everything clear, but it still seems a fuzz,

missing you still feels so good, it really does..